Okay, soooo where do I start? I haven't updated in a while and a lot of things have happened since my last entry. Well, let's begin, shall we?

First of all, I've completely let go of him and I've never felt more free and at ease ever. This was such a good decision for me and I'm glad that I built up enough courage to end it fully. I know I've said this before, but this time it's certain, I made sure of that. It has been close to two months where I haven't seen him and I don't have any urges or temptations to do so. I have zero feelings for him and I feel just a little guilty since I did it so aruptedly and I know I hurt him so deeply, but it had to be done and we both know it..

Secondly, this 'phase' that I've been going through is slowly making some progress. I don't know how or where to begin with all of this, because it is a little crazy. Okay, fuck it..everyone who reads this...I'm fucking bi-curious. There, its been said. I hope I don't regret making the intial post of this entry. But whatever. I've met some really great people whom I formed some awesome connections with. Some have gone, and some have stayed. Okay, now to the crazy part...

Lately I've been drinking more crazier than ever. I've consumed so much alcohol in my body..why? I'm not too sure..perhaps to just not think about the present and all the shit that I am going through and it is summer, so I do it just to have fun and relax. Well anyhow, the alcohol does have its side effects and it got to me a few times. A few weeks back we drank really heavily and ended up meeting a 'prospect' and shit went down. Things got pretty heavy and we just collided...and oh!..another person was somewhat involved..omg, I will leave the rest to your imagination. But just to let you know, there obviously was a limit...and it wasn't exceeded, so please don't let your imaginations run too wild now.

Well there is more, but it's something of unimportance so I shall not even bother to mention it. Just that these past couple of months have been crazy, but fun for sure. There's so much more that I am looking forward to...this is simply the beginning and more will be added to this chapter. Until then, enjoy what I have now =)

P.S. - Amy & Thuy, I know you will read it and I'm sure you'd find this quite entertaining, even though you two know everything in full detail about what went down on my crazy drunken nights. I love you both ...

P.P.S. - I am so looking forward to our road trip to B.C. I think it'd be awesome and so much fun. As well, for the rest of the summer I'm looking forward to more drunken nights with you girls!